I’ve never been very good with social relationships so I have a few friends and only one close friend.

In last months I have felt a distancing between my best friend and me. She has always had more friends than me, she go out more often than me, but we have always had similar obsessions and ethics values but I realize the things are changing. And I think it’s my fault. Since I came back from England my point of views about several things have changed. I don’t know if is my frustration (I couldn’t find job there and I couldn’t go to the university there so I must come back to Spain defeated.

Spain, a country under corrupts and an inepts politician which only knows to increase taxes for saving the banks and theirs corrupts ashes.

I’m seeing every day how each time the people has more problems for surviving, how in my country there are more people looking for food between the rubbish, people calling to the radio for to say: “We are 5 people at home and only we have 450 euros to survive all month”-.

I remember a classmate years ago tell us the wanted entry inside of the drugs traffic. I was horrified, I considered him a criminal. Now, if someone tells me, “I’ll planting marihuana at home for sell it”. I tell him/her -“lucky!”-

I’ve created another facebook account with another name and written in another language. I think I need to meet new people that make me feel less alone.